Think Further

a little bit amaze and jealous with some old friends, junior & high school who got married and had children already.. w.o.w for them.. While I’m in here still thinking about my master degree and my job carrier.

well..I was used to think about getting married in a young age anyway, maks 25 y.o, but since there wasn’t mature man for me at that time, so that number became memory.

Thank for the facebook that connect me with friends who already married,coz…now I’m thinking to get married and have a child!! It’s not easy kat.. But I wish and pray paitua will be de last for me #hopehereadsthispost

My Red Beat

Finally..my honda red beat has come and I still don’t know how to drive it ~.~ . Time to learn within 2 weeks while waiting for the stnk etc.. Aza aza fighting keket!!

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Count Your Blessings!

Another day, another month, and another year will come soon, too many things to think of and sometimes I just remember my problems, say my complaints and I do forget to count His blessing to me.

Too much, uncountable for what His done into my life. Yes Lord, it is.
All my problems, complaints, upsets, and haters won’t compare my blessing that You gave.

Thank you Jesus to gimme breath, new day, health, sun, air, and everything
a great family
someone that I love
some cute & funny pets
a new job
some work to do
and some hater…

update: not all we see in this world beautiful. But when we can be thankful about our life, it will make this world more beautiful #ltba

First Church

It was my first church time with him 150511.. I was so glad coz he can made it coz I thought he wouldn’t. Even I wasn’t beside him coz I have duty in the service..but it was more than word to describe my happiness. Thank you paitua.

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special name

I feel ashamed,strange when he called me with ‘ade’. A simple word but when I heard that my heart beat faster, and I realize it has deep meaning for him and the way he view our relation is serious more than I thought.

And when I’m asking back what should I called him, he feel ashame too, hahaha..

In my group, abang adik is a call name for a couple, unfortunately in his group there’s no call term for a couple. But,it seems awkward for me to call him like that or to heard him say that.

Maybe I’ll try sometimes calling him with abang ƪ(Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴͡)‎​ʃ …

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Surprising April

HOLAA May…

Beginning of new month, now I’m getting used to have some plan and have a flash back for the previous month.
Related with my post before, not more than two weeks after that, He answered it. Not what I thought before and even I wanted, but, yes, all of it was from Him.

Start from my job first, I have resigned and it was a difficult decision for me, since it was my comfort zone with all that I have there.
But, there was a strong reason that make me should take that decision, that was my parents. They are sick right now and I dont wana be regret someday because I prefer to choose my carrier, my office, my salary, my fun, etc than to be near with them and take care of them.
In a once time, there were some offers for me also to move to another project malls and positions. If I could choose, I will choose the project mall place than in my place right now, but of course, let Him be done not mine.

The second is related with my couple now. I never expected or thought before that my parents, my family accept and like him so much. Yeah, especially my father. This is the first time I saw him look after my couple more than the portion.
and in his side, his family also welcome me nicely and even they have talked related about a big day for at least next year, ^%#$^#^%&$@
only by His mercy, hopefully it will be happen.

Surprising April for me, thank God for Your inclusion.

* pic at new office